cruising the online ads, admiring other souls who are looking for someone and coming to a realization... are we really that lonely is this the new age we've been chasing all along. so far cube death has not set in, and realitvily happy being broke. this new reveloution on the new age isn't what it's been cracked up to be. and it's that not that enlighment came with a price, we accpeted that. it was the supposed benfits that got our panties in a bunch for some new found unexplainbale happiness. was it that nobody mentioned that enlightment is just realizing what you knew all along and confincing yourself you feel better because of it.... (oh, the pessmistic attitude) once again it boils down to a less then medicore sex life.

either way, i'm still disappointed. well, not disappointed. i just know what's next. another adventure. and this time i don't have a choice, i either will travel the adventure path or stray, trip and fall into mindless new age discovery void. and you think you have troubles. try to balance a life where the blocks fit together just how your parents imgained and a life where you see so many stars at night that it's a bright day.

and now i feel like i need to do something about it. oh, the motivation, oh the metal fingers inside my body.

- posted by Herb @ 3:56 PM