somewhere between a house blend cup of coffee that has gone bad (the f'in blend, the coffee is still warm) and 9:58am I find myself trying to comteplete the future. i wait for the coffee to kick in, to destory the bliss of complete mind fog haze and motivate me for as least a couple of hours. somewhere i hear a voice - this is it, this is your life.

what really gets me, is the more i try to explain the tangles of life, the more they just are not there and i know that i am kidding myself. i know, or at least should admit to myself, that simple is better, just doing something is better than doing nothing, that complexity is overrated.

yet, i do feel, and always will, the need to take the road less taken and clear the brush from the path so others can try it themselves.

i'm so deep and full of bull shit.

or the coffee has just kicked in, and i'm thinking, yeah right whatever dude, get some work done.

she is cool to hang out with. i actually like just being around her. she is on my mind.
- posted by Herb @ 8:20 AM